Alright, so I know it's been like FOREVER since I've been on DA, but that's only because I've been concentrating on Facebook. It's kinda like a abd addiction, but anyways....what's been goin on with me then? There's been soo much going on with me within the last few months.

First off, school. Oh gosh, if anyone ever says it gets easier as you ge tolder, bull crap. It's not really hard as much as it's stressful. Right now we're doing a research paper, and I hate writing, so when you put 2 adn 2 together...wow. So that's been "fun." School work itself has been pretty good. I'm still holding a 4.21 GPA. Oooohhhh yeah. We'll see how long that lasts though. Other than the work in school, friends, teachers etc, it's been, hmmm, interesting in a good way. My last journal entry talked about going to the school dance with a girl I really really liked, and now we've been going out for 3 months. She is awesome, and I love her soo much. I'm SO excited because tonight I'm going to a friend's birthday party, and there's gonna be karaoky (sp), dancing, and virgin margaritas. lol. Needless to say I'm going with her, and I can't wait. What else......?? Oh yeah, I had a good friend move to Texas this past January. He was so cool, and I'm gonna miss him so much. (

SPORTS! This year has been sooo amazing! Probably one of the best years ever. Of course because of my girlfriend, but also because I've been on 3 sports teams this year. This year was the first year since 6th grade that I've done sports and needless to say I've loved it. In the fall I did cross country and hated it. (I had a stress fracture in my heels and couldn't do anything the whole season...SUCKS!) Then I did soccer, and, for the most part, loved it. I'm definitely gonna do it again next year. Finally, right now I'm doing tennis for the first time in my life, and it's awesome! Ilove it almost as much as soccer if not more. I'm OK at it, but there's still a LOT of room for improvement. lol. My first match is this Friday. I'm so freaking out!! I'm gonna make an idiot out of myself I know it.

My driving record is still clean! I have yet to crash into anyone or anything. lol. But seriously, I'm a pretty good driever. Even my MOM says so. That in itself is amazing. Last night my school had an even for mothers and sons and fathers and daughters, date night, and it was so much fun! Anyway, after that, like at 9:30, me, my girlfriend, and a lot of other close friends all went to Adventure Landing, like an amusement park if you don't know, and I drove. It was so cool. So when I pulled up, everyone was already there, and they were like, "Whoa! Did you drive?!" It was suweet!!! Anyway, it's been good.

Now for sad news. This past Wednesday one of my neighbors died. He was really young, and worse yet he has 2 YOUNG daughters that go to my school. The situation was TERRIBLE! That same night I had been walking around my neighborhood all night talking on the phone, and all of a sudden a police officer and a fire truck passed my. I thought,"Please don't let it be that family." I went to see who it was, but I thought it was the house next to theirs. Keep in mind that I watch these people's pets while they're gone, and I was supposed to be watchign them this weekend. So the next day, Thuesday, the lady calls me and says that they're not going out of town this weekend because there was a change of plans. SO yesterday as mom and I are driving mack from Adventure Landing, ahe's tellign me abotu this family at our school who's husband/dad died. She told me the name and I'm like, mom, they live in our neighborhood. That's who's animals I'm watching. Oh my gosh. I've never had a more terrible feeling. Okay, so when I saw that fire truck pass by on Wednesday, it was because they were going to their house. The depressing part about it was that that night the mom and two daughters had just gotten hoem from church, and the husband was missing. So the mom drove around my neighborhood, while I'm walkign around, and when she got home she found him dead on the front lawn of their house. Can you imagine?! I realy don't think I've ever been that sad in my life just about. See, I know the mom pretty well, adn this morning mom and I walked down to their hosue to talk to them. And the reason I was supposed t watch their animals this weekend was because they were gonna to to Tennessee, where the dad is from, for his mom's birthday party, but instead they're going to have his memorial service down here for her birthday. Man, happy birthday mom. I've been thinking about this all day, and I can't stand it. I'm getting depressed over it. I'm so sad.

There's been so much stuff going on in my life lately both really good and REALLY bad. If I put everything in here it would be so long, and I know you don't wanna read it all. Sorry this is so long, and I don't wanna check for spelling mistakes, so just try to ignore them.

P.S. Phantomluver1021, i'm really sorry about that Sunday a couple weeks ago. I'll apologize to you personally tomorrow at church.